Little CowGirl

yeah today was bad. you wanna know why? I forgot to take my Zoloft so I was really depressed today.

people get on my nerves all the time and Im tired of people repeatidly asking " what's wrong?"; "Are You mad at me?"...

no i'm not fucking mad at you i just forgot to take my depression medicine so i'm a little on the suicidal side today.lol

otherwise im good. i dunno if I wanna go to school tomorrow cause i have a headache and I feel like someone is squeezing my head. gah.

I currently have a new crush. his name is TJ. I hope a certains omeone doesnt start to like him just cause I do. well who cares


YOUR A WHORE.

i dunno who I said that to maybe delilah or maybe that pen over to the right of my hand.

im thirsty. gonna go to bed now...bye!


Caity poo.

Knock, Knock


Who's There?

No Friends

No Friends Who?


I HAVE NO FUCKING FRIENDS!!!!!!


what a joke huh to believe i have no friends?? well believe it i have non...so make fun of me all you want

Well, lets see here..it was hot today and I had to walk home. None of my friends aske me to hang out anymore which leads me to believe im not likes or i have no friends whatever who cares.

Oh yeah did get my period like two days early, which sucked. I am in a bitchy mood and probably will be for the next week cause i hate people who annoy me on purpose....news flash IT'S ANNOYING!!!! hence the name annoying which means : Annoying [uh-noi-ing]–adjective causing annoyance; irritatingly bothersome: annoying delays. gar I hate people.....


well otherwise toodles...

yeah well I really hate life right now...and I think I am gonna stop smoking cause it's dumb and I dont wanna die or get Lunch Cancer cause it's smell and gross and it doesn't make me look cool either..so im gonna stop..and I am gonna change my attitude towards everything, my life is going in a downward spiral and it sucks!!!

yeah so today was intresting. my school day went normal as usual.


okay so Steph came over today. Before that we Went to memorial to do stuff. no bad stuff but so Stph and I were a bit curious and we went to memorial to try to see what it was like to smoke. so we got there and tried one. we didn't like it at first, but then we tried about 3 more and WE LOVED IT, so now Steph and I are smokers now, but not too bad we will limit ourselves, and we dont care who thinks it's groos its our lives and our disicions and no one can tell us other wise, we know it's bad but hey this is what we want and if anyone has a problem with that then oh well...there I said it


phweeew that felt better :)

Well After school Steph and I hung out it was cool, cause we got to my house and decided to go to 7-11 and get slurpies..yum yum and anyway we went to memorial park and made some videos while snagging a look at some hot guys, after that we went back to my house to charge the camra battery then off went to the park again,

only I got a shot of steph rolling down the hill..hahha , then we played wiffle ball where I accidentally pegged he rin the hand...OUCH so any way we went home and made some more videos..then my dad drove her home and here I am...fo shizzle

Well okay this is my story for all the people who didnt hear me vent:

so yesterday I went to Stephs house with James, who I have a Major crush on. so she was all flirting with him and yeah I was jelous cause I clearly told her I liked him when she was with John and no she is stealing him from me cause she is "starting to like him" what the fuck is up with that, that is not fair, I really like james and I Steph said she didnt like him and WHAT THE FUCK now she does, she is all touching him and jumping on him and stuff what a total back stabber

so today in study hall I acted like I had to do a report but I really didnt have to just so i didnt have to see steph flirting witht he guy I have a crush on bu when I came back in I felt like I was gonna cry cause I want to go out with james cause he is cool and he seems nice, but now steph wants him and there is some major competition, but I am not gonna like james any more, any way back to the point, in study hall james asked me if I wanted to sign his thing to be class president and I said no! cause I dont want to have anything to do with Steph or James EVER agnin and I dont care who the fuck reads th i sI am pissed caus eI really like james andI want her to BACK OFF I know I dont want to ruin our friendship but when someone takes the attention away from the guy you like away from you there is total sudden death smack down...thats not cool

...if you excuse me I am gonna go kill myself....

yeah so just got home from the mall.bored and I really have a headache, and my space is annoying me.I got a random message for someone proclaiming thier love for me. wow people are wierd. maybe thia personw as drunk or something. well gonna callcsomeone Im very bored.peace out

okay well aside from a crappy nascar race Im okay. Well I finally got around to downloading the Mark Wills Version of What Hurts The Most and quit frankly I am pleased with it. I reall havent updated in a while cause i am obsessed with Myspace.. but Oh well.


I just wnt to say that I am fed up with guys..not Im not going lesbo so dont worry but there is this kid I like and he wont make up his fucking mind but oh well



who knows

Yeah well i wanted to go to the movies tonight and see date movie with chrissy. but guess thats not gonna happen seeing as she doent want to call me back, maybe she doesnt wanna go..who cares we havent done anything in a week..whats wrong with that picture..and we are best friends for cryign out loud.....;/